gardens

I’m gonna build myself a garden

filled with marigolds and roses

oh, to run in green pastures

and hay meadows golden.

there may come fear and hurting

but let it be that it all flows freely

in the rivers that keep this garden growing.

tears that stain and sting but later on made

the flowers oh, so sweet

the brightest colors rise from the dirt.

I’ll lay in these grass fields

and gaze up in wonder at the stars

while I inhale the aroma of the earth

beneath my pounding heart.

tears are the rains that flood the grounds

and reap beautiful things.

sunshine on my skin that warms my soul

and reminds it there is still more coming

it gives peace and reassurance

through unknown and painful things.

gonna have trees to climb with branches up high

rooted safe and strong in the ground

if i should slip and fall

I pray you’d catch me, don’t let me stay down.

give me the strength to let go

to surrender and let it be

please show me this hope and this peace

cut these ropes that hold me captive, set my soul free.

you just watch

you’ll wait and see

one day these seeds will sprout

and flourish from the scars of the ground.

let go of this ego

and their standards of living

planting seeds every place that I go

shifting things in this big world.

watch this garden grow

reaping beautiful things that

were sown from sorrow.

uprooting trees that have fallen long ago

blocking paths into new things unknown.

slowly watering and reviving

the flowers of my past that have wilted

and ripping away the thorns that once overtook them.

I’ll live something different from

anything ever seen

sharing the pure joy and love

of the One who walks these paths with me.

I will flourish and thrive

blossom and grow in every aspect of this life

complete enjoyment with peaceful sighs.

hear the beautiful song this garden of mine sings

that has risen from the ashes

of love, and broken things.

my life is a garden.

Introducing Sunshine and Rain: New Changes to the Blog *jumps in excitement*

Hewwo dear chicken nuggets! *sips chamomile tea* It’s great to be back! (I wasn’t actually gone for too long, but ya’know it’s always nice making another appearance) I don’t know who all has noticed yet, but I have recently redone my blog layout, and completely changed the name! In this post I will be going into detail on that topic, and explain why the changes. Also explaining what kinds of things are coming to Sunshine and Rain in the future.

So I first began blogging back in May\June of last year. Which it’s almost my one year blogging anniversary! (I’m not actually planning on doing anything really big for it, but just thought it was a cool thing to think about!) Anyways, when I first started blogging I sorta just jumped into it blindly with no idea what I was really doing. It didn’t exactly have a purpose besides the fact it was a delayed school assignment. I explain more about my first experiences with blogging and why I wasn’t getting what I felt my heart wanted for it in my post “Starting Fresh”. Over time, I have found the purpose for my blog and what I wanted it to be, and what I really felt my heart desired for it! Having a main purpose for it also made it so much more fun to do! I really do have a love for blogging, and sharing my life’s experiences through it. The good, and the bad. And that my friends, leads to why the name change.

What once was “Hailey Creates: Create. Imagine. Live Crazy.”, is now “Sunshine and Rain: Through the craziness of life.” I first named my blog Hailey Creates, because I originally thought that my whole blog would be based off of hacks, DIY’s, and that stuff. But that’s not what I wanted. Yes, I do plan on doing some DIY, and crafty posts in the future because I love that stuff! I am definitely a crafty person, and love sharing fun things like that with y’all, but that’s not why my blog exists. Like I said in Starting Fresh, I want to share my life’s experiences on here. I don’t want people to just see my content I want them to feel it, and relate to it. I want it to help young girls like me that are trying to find their way around this world. I want to share the things I love, share the adventures I go on, and all of the crazy things of my life!

One of my favorite things to keep in mind is that “A tree has to go through Sunshine, Dirt, and Rain to grow.” Which by the way, I am proud to mention that it’s my very own quote. xD It is saying that we are like trees. We have to go through alot, the good and the bad, to be able to grow. To grow into ourselves as who we are destined to be, and to grow in our faith in God. Through happiness, and joy, to sadness and the dirt of the world to fulfill our purpose in Jesus, and to be who we are destined to be and destined to do. So like trees we have to break through the dirt, and sadness, and the pain. We have to feel and soak in the sunshine, enjoy the happy moments, and seek joy through the rain. That is why the name change, because I want to share all those kinds of things I face through this blog and share how I “do” life. Also because I really love the sunny, beachy vibe the name and logo gives my blog haha!

I am working on putting together more things that have to do with lifestyle posts, pen paling or even bujo stuff, song covers, original songs, daily life, poetry, short stories, photography, traveling, life tips, and a whooooole bunch of other things that I love! To sum it up it’s basically the adventures of my life. I’m sharing the things that I face, and showing how i’m overcoming them, and trying to grow into myself and fulfill my purpose. I am so excited to share these things, and I think this will be a good thing to keep and then look back on my life when I’m older! I basically want my blog to be an outward expression of my personality, and show who I am. The truth is life is crazy. There will be Sunshine, and there will be rain.

Welcome to the blog, and to the crazy journey of life! Get comfortable, and hang on chicken nuggets. Its gonna be a wild ride.

How bout’ my new signout eh? xD