Being open to beauty: blogmas day #4

(8 days until Christmas!!)

Hello people, I hope that you’ve been having a lovely day! Welcome back to blogmas 😉

For today’s post, I have decided I want to write on a certain topic I’ve got to especially thinking about today. So, not necessarily oriented around Christmas, but just a thought I had that I now shall turn into a rant. *nods* I think it’s what I do best. 😉

I want to write on being open to beauty.

Today I worked on putting together a video montage of basically my whole 2021 in review. I managed to find so many photos and video clips put together that still just barely seem to scratch the surface of what this year was for me. I looked back on all those, and actually forgot about the many blessings and memories I had. I was on the brink of tears as all these moments came back to me; it was all beautiful. It can be so easy to complain about all the disappointments and chaos this year brought, that we miss each of the good moments. Now looking back on all the good and all the blessings God gave me this year, it completely outweighs that.

Really, this year has been beautiful in every way, and so much more after learning how to be open to all the ways that this life can be beautiful. What I mean is we often put a limit on our own lives, on our own success, on our own happiness. We often put God in a box, also putting a limit on His works. We do this when we begin to compare our lives to the lives and happiness of others. We see what they have and the happiness they contain and suddenly, we begin to think the only way to be happy is to have the exact same kind of beauty their lives hold. All of this stems from comparison. Oh, what a misconception this is.

You see, God works in more than one way. God makes things beautiful in more than just one way. Oh how long it has taken me to really see that. But when we begin to put a limit in place, we close off our minds completely so that we are blind to all the ways that God has already made our life beautiful. We are too busy searching for the kind of happiness someone else has, that we miss the happiness that God has already placed in front of us. Our own selfish desires tend to get in the way of that. We are so set on what we think will truly fulfill our happiness, that we refuse to accept anything else.

Do not put a limit on God! Our God is limitless and works in wondrous ways. He makes nothing but beauty, so why would you think He would make your life anything less? He has given you everything you need to thrive right now. He has given you everything you need to find the happiness you seek. If you create limits and close yourself off to the many ways this life can be beautiful, you’ll miss it all. Do not put a limit on your happiness based on someone else’s idea of what that should look like.

God is a perfect provider. He knows exactly what you need to be able to grow in each season. He knows what to give you, and He knows when He must take things. Sometimes it doesn’t make sense. But it was never meant to. We will never completely understand everything; we are not God.

But He knows. He sees. He understands. There is no one kind of beauty. Beauty is in the little things, and now I can see so much of that. God can bring you such wonderful things, if you would just be open enough for Him to work in ways that you cannot imagine. Yes, the unknown is scary. Handing it over to Him and trusting Him with the outcome is a frightening thing sometimes. But there is no better person to trust than Him. The creator of all beautiful things. He is far more trustworthy than yourself. Yes we can create such big plans and in our minds they work out perfectly, but really that’s never how it plays out. Because God can give us so much more than our own imaginations. Be open, and you will see all the ways He is working even now. Be open to the beauty of the immeasurable amount of ways He works.

Collecting wildflower bouquets, watching a butterfly float past, dancing with friends to a blasting stereo, a beautiful summertime cloud with sunlight shining bright behind it, late night calls, golden sun on my bedroom wall giving its morning greetings, fireworks in a dark sky, watching lightning out on the back deck, listening to the music of a thunderstorm, being goof balls late at night, laughing to a funny podcast, hugs captured and to be kept, a family hay ride, and millions and millions of other moments that hold a kind of beauty that I cannot describe. This is where I am planted. This is my happiness.

This is beautiful.

gardens

I’m gonna build myself a garden

filled with marigolds and roses

oh, to run in green pastures

and hay meadows golden.

there may come fear and hurting

but let it be that it all flows freely

in the rivers that keep this garden growing.

tears that stain and sting but later on made

the flowers oh, so sweet

the brightest colors rise from the dirt.

I’ll lay in these grass fields

and gaze up in wonder at the stars

while I inhale the aroma of the earth

beneath my pounding heart.

tears are the rains that flood the grounds

and reap beautiful things.

sunshine on my skin that warms my soul

and reminds it there is still more coming

it gives peace and reassurance

through unknown and painful things.

gonna have trees to climb with branches up high

rooted safe and strong in the ground

if i should slip and fall

I pray you’d catch me, don’t let me stay down.

give me the strength to let go

to surrender and let it be

please show me this hope and this peace

cut these ropes that hold me captive, set my soul free.

you just watch

you’ll wait and see

one day these seeds will sprout

and flourish from the scars of the ground.

let go of this ego

and their standards of living

planting seeds every place that I go

shifting things in this big world.

watch this garden grow

reaping beautiful things that

were sown from sorrow.

uprooting trees that have fallen long ago

blocking paths into new things unknown.

slowly watering and reviving

the flowers of my past that have wilted

and ripping away the thorns that once overtook them.

I’ll live something different from

anything ever seen

sharing the pure joy and love

of the One who walks these paths with me.

I will flourish and thrive

blossom and grow in every aspect of this life

complete enjoyment with peaceful sighs.

hear the beautiful song this garden of mine sings

that has risen from the ashes

of love, and broken things.

my life is a garden.

🌼 Summer 2021 bucket list: I have returned ;)

AHHH, hello loves!! This is Hailey (hope you still remember me hehe…) and I am SO HAPPY to be back in the blogoshpere after taking a break these past couple months. No, my break from blogging was not planned, but it was a decision that I am quite glad I made. I got some much needed time, still I apologize to all my blogging friends for just falling off the face of the earth haha!

At the beginning of this year, I was really on an inspiration and motivation burnout, stress started to take over and there had (and still has)been so much going on, that I really needed to step away and focus on different things. I have been experiencing so much change and it was so hard to keep up with everything, I was overwhelmed. I needed to take a step back, slow my mind down, and see what I really needed to set my gaze upon.

I am in a season of growth and discovery. It has been and has continued to be a painful and confusing journey that I am walking through, but it has been one of healing and restoration. I am learning what it means to let go, and let God. I have lost what feels like so much, yet through that there is so much more I have gained. My God has been faithful, He has placed in my heart a new perspective and through Him I have begun to experience real peace. He has been my guide and my comfort. He has given me so much, He has truly been so good. Every day I am continuing to seek Him out and what He has called me to. I have grown in my faith, in my trust, and in my own confidence. He is walking alongside me in this season, I can hear God speaking to me that this is my season of revival. He is restoring, healing, and doing just what he promised He would do, if I would just begin to turn my heart over to Him. And of course, I did just that.

Eventually I will post something explaining more in depth of what i’ve been up to since March, so much has happened and I’ve been altogether going through so much growth. New feelings, new friendships, opportunities, ideas, etc. Through this journey I have been on recently I have been leaning further into my Jesus and depending on Him, which has been such a beautiful thing. I am experiencing stronger gratitude, joy, and shifts in perspective. God has been working within me and renewing my heart. He has revealed to me many things about both Him and myself. He has been my guide, comfort, wisdom, and reminder throughout this walk I’m on with Him. I rejoice in the fact that I am becoming closer to Him than I have ever been before. I am learning to count my blessings and hold to Him when things start to shake. He has been a great Teacher & Father to me. I see myself as a flower, and Him as the gardener. I have been put through sunshine and rain (get where the blog name comes from?) but it has put me through so much growth and change for the better. He continues to watch over me, love me, to care for me while I bloom beautifully into the woman He has created me to be. I can say that I am truly a pretty different person than I was only a year ago.

So here I am again with a soul refreshed and a heart being restored. Hello again, I hope you are doing well, I have missed you so 😉 (that was by far one of the most sporadic, spontaneous intros I have ever wrote… and I love it, okay moving on!)

Well my goodness I forgot how much I love doing this! Today I am very excited to share with you my big ole’ summer 2021 bucket list! *yayyyyy* After being gone for this long, I thought this would make a nice post to return with, and this just makes me so excited and happy that it’s SUMMER!! Ahhh ice cream, flip flops, sunshine, flowers blossoming, evening walks, all of it. I just love visualizing everything, and I look forward to checking off all that I can on this year’s bucket list! (and this isn’t all there is… I add more and more ideas to my list as the season goes on ;D) Feel free to draw inspiration from any of these, and let me know what you look most forward to this summer or what you have on your own bucket list!

I believe that this will be a beautiful season.

Hailey’s 2021 Summer Bucket List: 🌼

(more still in the process of being added 😉 )

  • drink plenty of water daily
  • spend lots of time outside (soak in the sunshine!)
  • go thrifting
  • watch a thunderstorm
  • work towards clearer skin
  • go swimming/to a pool party
  • eat ice cream
  • get a good natural tan
  • ride a roller coaster
  • skateboard
  • take morning/evening walks
  • stargaze and cloud-watch
  • play in the rain
  • climb a tree
  • collect and press flowers and leaves
  • have a picnic
  • journal and scrapbook
  • grow the blog
  • get more plants
  • eat a delicious burger or sandwich
  • watch fireworks
  • have an outdoor bible study/time with Jesus
  • road-trips
  • swingsets
  • bonfire with s’mores
  • cookout
  • eat lots of fruit
  • drive with the windows down
  • bike rides
  • kickball
  • go out with friends
  • rock my summer wardrobe
  • trampoline games
  • body paint/henna tattoos
  • write encouraging notes & leave them for a stranger
  • earn and save some cash
  • write pen pal letters
  • make a new friend
  • make a chalk masterpiece
  • play hide n’ seek
  • take lots of pictures
  • walk a nature trail
  • DIY face masks
  • spa day and do nails
  • write a fan letter
  • take chances and try new things
  • paint something
  • eat salads
  • go to the movie theater
  • see a rainbow
  • make a fort
  • go roller skating
  • go to a concert
  • catch fireflies
  • turn old jeans into shorts
  • play basketball
  • make flower crowns
  • teach Tank (my doggo) new tricks
  • jump rope
  • play on a big playground
  • add to my rock and crystal collection
  • have a sleepover
  • root beer floats
  • grow out my hair
  • bookstore and library trips
  • take Harry (my ferret) on a walk or trip
  • game night
  • pet goats
  • make bracelets and jewelry
  • get chick-fil-a
  • have a jam session
  • watch bumblebees
  • see a blue jay and a hummingbird
  • set up morning and nighttime routines
  • fruit smoothies
  • recycle something
  • give lots of gifts and hugs
  • random acts of kindness
  • cookies and milk
  • rock the flip flops
  • run barefoot
  • plant flowers
  • invite friends and family over
  • DIY perfume
  • learn a new skill
  • do outreach/volunteer work
  • go to the lake
  • see a butterfly
  • smell something sweet
  • make guacamole
  • read, read, read!
  • experiment in cosmetics
  • grow in my faith
  • photograph lightning
  • learn to play a new song
  • dance party
  • collect more stickers
  • go to Plato’s Closet
  • stay positive and confident
  • see a dog in sunglasses
  • compliment a stranger
  • try boba/bubble tea
  • decorate sunglasses
  • cuddle with the pets
  • call a friend or family member
  • have a yard sale
  • keep up with writing
  • make an awesome summer playlist
  • doodle on a band-aid
  • pull an all-nighter
  • pick berries
  • cold brew coffee
  • late night dinner
  • gluten free cookie dough
  • technology breaks
  • ice cream sundaes
  • collect seashells
  • shopping day
  • see a waterfall
  • FaceTime photoshoot
  • make ATC’s (artist trading cards)
  • lemonade & sweet tea
  • go to a baseball or soccer game
  • play with bubbles
  • chips and dip
  • zoo trip
  • candy store
  • pick eachother’s outfits with someone
  • try new hairstyles
  • donuts and milk
  • wear pretty dresses & skirts
  • outdoor movie
  • makeovers
  • pray always and constantly
  • see a turtle
  • choreograph a song
  • stay cute 😉
  • do something silly late at night
  • blow dandelion fluff
  • eat out for breakfast/eat out in general
  • take a trip to an outdoor market/festival
  • snow cones, popsicles, & slushies
  • afternoon naps
  • run in a field
  • rock messy hair, don’t care
  • live a beautiful summer ❤

Ahhh there’s many reasons summer is my favorite season (hey that rhymes) and I hope you can see them all. Summer reminds me of joy, growth, and beauty. I feel like this season will be full of those things.There is so much planned for this summer and I honestly cannot contain the joy and excitement it brings me!! (I have a pool party with my friends this evening actually, so you can imagine my excitement for that!)This summer is a wonderful gift, and I intend to use it the very best I can 🙂

Thank you very much for checking out my latest post ;D I have alot more upcoming stuff planned here on Sunshine & Rain that I am quite excited for! Including photo dumps, favorites of the month, bullet journal spreads, new poetry/short writings, weekly favorite moments, Igniting Inspiration, maybe even a room tour and much more 🙂 The Sunshine & Rain site is also under construction so you may notice some change in themes; I’ve been updating and switching some things around and I am very much looking forward to it being finished!

I am so delighted to be back and writing again. I hope you are doing wonderfully, and have a day as lovely as you 😉 ❤

Later tater!

*sigh* it’s good to be home.

Blogmas Day #22: beauty through the shadows

(3 DAYS UNTIL CHRISTMAS GUYS. 3. FREAKIN. DAYS.)

*oh, and btw all the images displayed in this post are my own. please do not use without permission. thank you ;)*

Hiya hiya my beautiful, and lovely beans! Happy Tuesday evening, and I hope that you have had a wonderful day. Welp, I would like to welcome you to Blogmas Day #22 here on Sunshine & Rain! (like wut. we’ve already done 22 DAYS?!)

I cannot believe how far we have come with blogmas, and how SO VERY CLOSE TO CHRISTMAS WE ARE!!

For Blogmas Day #22, I wanted to share a mini photoshoot I did today, with simply some shadows on my bedroom wall. I sat on my bed when I realized a beautiful patch of sunshine pouring in from my window onto the wall. The tree branches left shadows that danced, and swayed, and almost made it glitter with light.

I then picked up some flowers, and let the creativity spill onto the wall.

I adore all of these and will most likely do another photoshoot whenever I see the sunlight peeking in to say hello another day.

Just stopping in the moment to capture some beautiful photos in the sunlight, brought me so much happiness. Stopping in the moment in general just to take in the beauty of it, brings me so much happiness. Because once a moment is gone, it’s gone. It doesn’t come back. It is your own choice and responsibility, to enjoy the moments you are given. I think that is so important, and we cannot just let these things pass us by. Every moment is so important, in so many different ways.

This one special moment practically made me glow inside, as bright as the sun that was shining so beautifully on the wall. All was quiet in the house, and all I heard was my soft breathing while I watched the shadows dance. It was quite calming, and filled my heart with genuine peace and joy.

Just that one glimmer of light on the wall, made me stop, and slow down to appreciate the beauty of life.

I couldn’t let this moment go forever without capturing a few pieces of it.

I call it beauty through the shadows.

I shall return tomorrow loves, until then, I wish you sweet dreams tonight, and lots of happies. *blows kisses* Happy Holidays! 😘

(also, shadow photography is so much fun. like seriously, I had an amazing time.)


Blogmas Day #11: Happy Moments (12/11/20)

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Hey loves! I hope you have had a wonderful day, and welcome to Day #11 of Blogmas here on Sunshine & Rain! (GUYS. 14 DAYS UNTIL CHRISTMAS. JUST 2 WEEKS! xD)

Today I would like to take some time to sit an reflect on some Happy Moments from today, and this past week. Today has been a different day than it usually is, and I think it’d be nice to write about the highlights of the beautiful day that I was given before it comes to an end, and another day begins. 😉

Happy Moments for me are really special, and I am very grateful to have had quite a few this. Writing about them makes me even happier, and reflecting on them makes me feel well rested and brings me comfort at the end of the day seeing all the good things I experienced.

I often have trouble being grateful and finding happiness in daily life, even in the little things, so this really helps me. Talk to me in the comments about your own happy moments from this week, because I would love to hear about them 😉

Here are my recent Happy Moments from this week, big and small.

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  • 2 days ago I woke up to sunshine peeking through my window and pouring onto my blankets. I stretched, closed my eyes, and then layed out in the pool of sunshine for awhile. It felt really nice. 🙂
  • Hanging out with my sweet little chicks in the backyard
  • This morning I took a break from schoolwork, and walked in my room to find Tanky baby (my doggo) laying in my bed enjoying a pool of sunshine too.
  • Enjoyed a piece of dark chocolate after lunch yesterday
  • Kept up my blogging streak up to 10 days in a row, today marks 11! xD
  • Facetimed an amazing human being that goes by the name of Livy while she taught me Tik Tok dances, and we talked about weird dreams we had, recipes for delicious broccoli, and Christmas.
  • Had a phone call with another lovely friend called Rea, who is also an amazing human being. We talked about doggos, and a bunch of other things that I can’t remember.
  • Got hit upside the head with a baseball bat by inspiration for writings
  • Looking out the car window at night while the trees and streetlights blur by, and my
  • headphones blast while I’m deep in thought.
  • Getting Chick-fil-a for dinner. Got some delicious waffle fries, chicken nuggets, and chick-fil-a sauce to top it off.
  • Laughed at some hilarious MEMES
  • Having some nice extra free time after finishing school and chores today
  • Went school supplies shopping and got some cute stuff
  • Watched The Grinch (Jim Carrey version) with my family
  • Getting a good nights sleep in my cozy bed after long days
  • Got some lovely comments and support from lovely people (I mean you guys; D)
  • Made some yummy hot chocolate for me and my siblings this morning for breakfast, and ate granola and frozen fruit with it.
  • Ate chicken salad for dinner last night
  • And ate pizza at some point this week
  • Caring for myself in the mornings
  • Being overwhelmed with excitement for a bunch of things

Those are my happy moments, and ahhh, I feel very happy looking back at them. 😊

Thank you for checking out the latest here on Sunshine & Rain! Haha, I hope you enjoyed my random ramblings about my life this week. And if you did enjoy, it would be amazing if you subscribed to the blog so that you don’t miss out on any upcoming content!

I love you guys lots, and I will see you again super soon! (by that I mean tomorrow ; D) *blows kisses* Bye-bye! 😁

The Crazy Life of Hailey: June 2020 Life Update #1

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Hiya-hiya-hiya! It’s Hailey here, *burps* and I’m back with my first (slightly delayed) Life Update post of the Summer! (Haha, and the first Life Update ever!) I plan on making a Life Update post at the end of every month from now on so hopefully I can keep it up! (and hopefully you enjoy reading about and getting a peak at my daily life!) I really love sharing my life with others so I am super excited about that, and I also want to be able to keep this as something cool to look back on later in life! I’ll be listing my favorite outifts, songs, what i’ve been up to, and other things from that month.

Alright, i’m too excited to do a full intro so let’s just go already!!

June Look Book: Top Favorite Outfits of the Month

Don’t mind doggo in background 😜

I literally love all these outfits so much! I have recently had a random spurt of loving pretty and flowy dresses so you may see more of these in the future haha! Also I am super surprised that I have my hair down in all of these outfit photos, I literally always have it thrown up into a bun 😂

Monthly Mixtape: Top Favorite Songs of the Month

So will I ~ Hillsong UNITED

Cry for you ~ Lecrae

Have it all ~ Jason Mraz

Wanted ~ One Republic

Fight For Me ~ GAWVI

Devil Is A Liar ~ Colton Dixon

Undone ~ FFH

Legendary ~ Skillet

Sparrows ~ Jason Gray

SLINGSHOT ~ GAWVI

Control ~ CASS

Love ~ We Are Messengers

Ready Set Go ~ Royal Tailor

Worth Fighting For ~ CASS

Never Gone ~ Colton Dixon

Other Random Monthly Favorites:

Wildflowers & Chalk art

Morning Bike Rides

And finally, My Shell Turtle Necklace! I wear this thing all the time! It’s such a beautiful necklace, and I got it from Florida a couple years back and I loooooove it!

Haha this was a pretty short list of favorites but i’ll continue to figure out more to add on to my Life Updates in the future! These were just a few of the things I’ve really been loving this month!

What I’ve been up to: June 2020

So close to the very beginning of June, me and my best gurlfriend went out on a girls day! It was so freaking fun and I actually made an entire post on it which you can check out right here! 😜

These were a couple of the gifts that I made for Allie’s birthday!! I made us both a matching set of bracelets and this ocean drawing which she seemed to love so much! I also made her a birthday slide show video with a bunch of photos of us (which was more of a personal thing so I can’t show it on here) and her birthday party was so much fun and I am so glad she liked the gifts!

This is super random but I just had to show you guys this! I picked up this notebook sitting on a shelf at a store, and I opened it up to the first page and found this…

Isn’t this just amazing?? 💕 Ugh, my heart though! I love finding things like this, have you ever found something like that before?

We’ve been going to parks with friends more this month, so that’s definitely been really fun! We just recently went to a park and hung out with these little crazy monkeys Zoey, and Judah! Gosh, aren’t they just the cutest?! I love those little muffins so much 💕😂

Well this wasn’t too bad for a very first Life Update post haha! It was a little shorter than I intended for it to be, but it’s alright! We good, we Gucci 😂 Thanks for checking out my latest post, and let me know how you enjoyed it! This was really fun to make and I can’t wait to make more (and hopefully longer) Life Updates in the future! How was your June? How’s your July been so far? Love ya Chicken Nuggets! Until we meet again,

Previous Posts:

Pink drinks, Face masks, & Summer Vibes

A Whole Jumble of Awards

How I Naturally Care for my Hair

My First Song Cover: Dear Parents ~ Tate McRae

My Summer Bucket List 2020 *dreams of sunshine*

Sunshine, Flowers, and Beautiful Mornings: Spring is here.

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You awaken and slowly, lightly, start to open your eyes. You’re in a pool of the warm morning sunshine. Slightly blinking a few times you scoot over to move your eyes out of the direct lighting, but you lay there, continuing to admire the glowing golden sun rays spread out and bouncing around the wall for a few moments. The moment feels priceless, you want to keep the day like this tucked in your pocket. The shadows moving from the trees. It’s pretty. You finally take in that you’ve just woken up, you suddenly feel good, and take a few deep slow breaths. Getting up from your bed. Opening the bedroom windows preparing to let the cool, fresh air in. You aren’t disappointed. You immediately feel a small rush of the cool morning air as the first window is raised, blowing against the curtain. The breeze slows. Then feeling it again as you raise the second. It sends an amazing shivering jolt through you, like a kick start. The breeze again then slows. It is oddly, but greatly soothing. It makes you feel free, it makes everything feel okay. You’re still standing at the window thinking about this, and letting the breeze blow your hair away from your face. Hear the rustling of the all trees everywhere, it’s like a powerful roar. The roar of Gods creation, the roar of nature. It also feels like a roar coming from you. It feels like it’s a part of you, like you have a roar in you. From your heart and soul. But it’s quiet and kind. It’s sweet. It’s calming, but wild. A roar from you. A free roar, a wild roar. You think about this. It’s like all the plants and trees and the breeze have a song, have a symphony, and it’s how they speak. Just listening. See the grass swaying, along with all the gorgeous flowers that keep blooming, and the blossoms on the trees start to peep through. Hear the birds singing, and freely flying into the morning sky. The bright blue sky you see. You are the only one in the room, but you feel the urge to smile. So you do. The scattered, clean white puffed clouds moving through it. Slowly moving, no rush, no worries about anything in life. Just focused on the present and continue moving forwards. You think about the cries you gave late last night to put yourself to sleep, all the tears you shed through anger, fear, and hurt. You think about the ache in your heart that every day, and by the minute encouraged the idea of giving up. You think about it. But you no longer feel it.

You search deeper inside, but you only find scars. The marks of healed things. Not a single hurt in sight. You feel happy. You feel cared about. You feel free, wild, important. You feel loved, and accepted. Like you’re apart of something. You can feel that tug on your heart from God, he is speaking to you. You now realize, this is a new morning. You can’t hold it in anymore, you can’t control it. You start to sob as the tears well up and stream down your face. You slowly lower to the ground with your back against the wall, with your chin tucked into your knees. But this time it isn’t a sob from hurt. It’s not from fear, and it’s not from pain. It’s a cry from joy. From happiness. From your healed heart. You continue to cry, in the arms of your Father. It’a as if a little bit of pain and hurt releases with every tear that falls. You now feel you’ve stepped out of the cold days you have always been living in. The days of winter, and into a new season. A season of Sunshine, happiness, of precious, and beautiful days. Pay attention to the little things, and blessings of life. They’ll do great things for you.

Spring is here.

My personal message to anyone who has been hurt, who is anxious, or scared: Your tears and pain won’t last forever. Trust God who loves you, and will be with you to hold your hand through every step you take in life. It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to be scared. It’s okay to be hurt. But we gotta get up, brush off the dirt, and be the strong youth we are meant to be. Take a stand and show who you are. We gotta keep moving forward. It’s a new season. So do me a favor my chicken nuggets: Be happy, Keep smiling 😉

Starting Fresh:

Hello dear blogging friends! *sighs* It’s great to be back. (Considering I haven’t posted in a couple of months.) You may be wondering about the title of this post, why it’s so out of the blue, and I’m not sure if anybody really noticed, but also to why I disappeared at the end of last year. So I’m going to explain all of that, and what “Starting Fresh” for me means today.

Well, I started this blog last Summer so it has been here a little while. But before I started this blog I didn’t really have a ‘Why’ to the reason I was doing this. I just started it blank minded with no idea what i’d do. I never stopped until now to ask myself, “What is the purpose of this blog?” or “What do I want or see the end outcome as?”, and I really regret not doing that before hand. I sorta started it, well, just because. The lack of thinking ahead lead to lack of creativity, lack of post ideas, lack of traffic around my blog, and basically no purpose to what I was doing. I’d gained a few followers here and there, (Which I am extremely thankful for, Thank you guys!; D) a couple comments every now and then, and some likes, but something just felt missing. Like something needed to be there, but wasn’t. I now realize that I don’t want people to just see what I put on here, but I want them to feel what I put on here. I want it to reach out and tug at peoples hearts, I want people to be able to relate to what i’m saying and be able to know they aren’t alone in this rough game we call life. I enjoy sharing, and want to share my life’s experiences. The good, and the not so good. I want to help young people like me to find their way, and lead them to Jesus through all of it. I want to encourage them with kind words, share my struggles in daily life, and show how we are able to brush off the dirt and dust of this world and still get back up and walk forward with God. I want to share my passion for serving Jesus, and encourage others to do it too. I want to let people know that there is a God, and he is a God of love, mercy, and grace. That he loves, and always will love each and every person, and he is with them every step of the way.

I have a huge passion for creativity, and being artistic, and I also have huge passion for spreading word and love of Jesus. So why not put those two together? I don’t want to do this just so people know who am, I want the world to know who God is. I want this blog to be able to make an impact in this world we are facing every day. I don’t want people to remember me, but I want them to remember that it’s okay. That they are forever loved, and they have their own specific purpose on this earth.

So with 2019 passed and 2020 here, I’m going to work on those types of improvements on this blog. I believe it is possible to use your own sense of creativity, spread the word of God, and have fun at the same time! So of course I am always going to make room for the silly and fun daily life posts, as well as the more serious deep posts. I haven’t been a blogger for long, but I know I absolutely love it! I am definitely going to work on a better posting schedule, since technically I never really had one. I think that’ll work a whole lot better than just posting whenever I felt like I should. (Which most of the time was about once or twice every couple of months.) You may have noticed a few changes to my blog design too, those I am still working on. I’m trying to get nice, clean and aesthetic blog layout that I really like and that I think suits my personality. : )

Thank you so much for checking out my latest post! I can’t wait to write my next one, let me know if there are any posts you’d like to see in the future. I have quite a few ideas already that I can’t wait to create! Until next time my little chicken nuggets! ; )